Archive for June 4, 2010

4:37

hmm..my day is coming to a close, and life is sort of..sewing itself back up at the moment.

I’ve moved into a new place..which is totally wonderful and more than I could ever ask for.

Is it odd that i’ve found it increasingly difficult to post honestly on this blog?
People can be so afraid of raw emotions.. “wow..thats depressing” well, sometimes life is depressing..and what good does being silent about it do?

and If you can’t honestly express yourself on the INTERNETZ..then where can you, hey?

Its official: I LOVE OLIVES.

It’s been about a year since I decided to try an olive every time I saw one..with the hope that one day I could claim to be an olive lover. that day was yesterday my friends! After ulti, we went to Chill Winston and I ordered ..literally.. a huge plate of olives. one of them..may or may not have been the size of a golf ball, but it was delicious! *note* the pizza was shit..so dont get it.

hot dam!

My new house is two blocks from commercial drive..and its where I’ve always wanted to be.
Too much time is wasted thinking about how to drive somewhere..or how long it will take.

There are so many things I don’t do..because of the inconvenience. now thats silly.

Excuses NO MORE ladies and gents. although my hamstrings hate me..and i’m a little wobbly..Im biking everywhere and walk walk walkin.. you should join me.

here’s one of my favorite songs of the week: Digital love by Daft Punk. soooo sweet and happy!

have a great weekend! <3

L.

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belief over misery

I push off..
and the expected happens.
though not what I want.
I push off, and you follow my lead..
The soil is soft,
but you do not dig
For the seed
simply lay the flowers
atop the dirt..
maybe..
the roots will find their way.
Maybe they will, maybe they wont
its not your job..
To say.

It is of course mine
To be loud and clear
But I live in my own walls
that I have built of Mud
and twigs, to ensure
they never fall.

Question one:
is the pain enough
To encourage crawling out
Question two:
Can I afford tonight
To do without.

I’ll find another way
it takes all that i am

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